Self Discovery aint a Cake Walk

Self tagulation is I have discovered to much like self flagellation. I have thought really hard, about things I do not know and it is really taxing on my mind, body and conscience. There are things I did not know that I do not care to reveal there are things I discovered that made me very tired, depressed and lethargic. Tired, depressed and lethargic is something I do not strive for so I am ending my quest within myself. I think I will focus on things I think when I am on a caffeine high, or after a couple of pulls from the bottle. I guess what my point is I am going to think positive and stop wasting my time trying to figure out things I do not know about myself. I will discover this stuff as I bounce through this self discovery faze, all the while trapped behind a wall of skin my parents named Josh…Kind Regards JW