Thursday, March 20, 2008

Self Discovery aint a Cake Walk

Self tagulation is I have discovered to much like self flagellation. I have thought really hard, about things I do not know and it is really taxing on my mind, body and conscience. There are things I did not know that I do not care to reveal there are things I discovered that made me very tired, depressed and lethargic. Tired, depressed and lethargic is something I do not strive for so I am ending my quest within myself. I think I will focus on things I think when I am on a caffeine high, or after a couple of pulls from the bottle. I guess what my point is I am going to think positive and stop wasting my time trying to figure out things I do not know about myself. I will discover this stuff as I bounce through this self discovery faze, all the while trapped behind a wall of skin my parents named Josh…Kind Regards JW



At 10:51 PM , Blogger Cléa said...

The world always seems better with a caffeine high, that's because I'm intolerable otherwise!

I hope things look up soon. Like that moon that's shining bright.

At 1:26 AM , Blogger Helen Mansfield said...

Sounds like someone needs a hug!


At 4:27 AM , Blogger josh williams said...

clea: Things are fine, but this head thinkin' stuff makes me all confused.

helen: I always need a hug, but I am not looking for a rope and bucket just yet. I am just trying to recover from all these things I did not know about myself. Like because I am allergic to cats I will avoid touching them sometimes dodging them in the process, dogs no problem cats, dodge reflex. Its when a person looks deep down and discovers such things about himself its time to quit or it could drive them insane. I really do not want to be insane, so I must say no to self discovery, yes I can trudge on without being self aware.

At 4:57 AM , Blogger Simon Sterwin said...

I hear you on many of these points, JW. I offer you some citations to show that pondering these issues puts you in fine company.

"I can teach anybody how to get what they want out of life. The problem is that I can't find anybody who can tell me what they want." Mark Twain
"To be too conscious is an illness - a real thoroughgoing illness." Fyodor Dostoevsky
"Know thyself?" If I knew myself, I'd run away." Johann Goethe
"I did not have implants, I just had a growth spurt." Britney Spears

The last one is perhaps the least relevant.

At 10:11 AM , Blogger zen wizard said...

Try taking a bunch of St. John's Wort, listening to Yanni, meditating in the lotus position, and THEN tag yourself.

At 11:08 AM , Blogger josh williams said...

zen: I think I would fetch the rope and bucket before I groove to the Yanni.

At 11:13 AM , Blogger josh williams said...

simon: I beg to differ, the name Britney Spears will live on long after these other guys you quoted. She is one of the greatest wits of the 20th and 21st century, trust me time will tell. WWBD What Would Britney Do is my manta.

At 2:53 PM , Blogger Toby said...

I regularly read through all comments before I leave one, but not this time.

Self examination is tough.

Buy a Harley. ;-)

At 3:39 AM , Blogger zen wizard said...

Okay, try David Arkenstone.

At 4:05 AM , Blogger josh williams said...

zen: You truly have a dark side.

At 2:47 PM , Blogger josh williams said...

toby : Yes a Harley, I will stop thinking about things I do not know about myself but focus on payments for the beast, and what outfit to wear when I ride it to the dealership to be repaired...I have a low opinion of Harley's but you already guessed this.No offense intended just not ready for another full time job.

At 10:47 AM , Blogger Mom! Toilets blogged! said...

Evel rode a Harley, his most famous jump, Caesars Palace, Dec. 31 1971 was on a Triumph. The Triumph brand is another mechanics nightmare.
Evel also made some jumps on the American Eagle brand, it was really built in Italy, it too was unreliable and cantankerous.
Josh, just stick to your KTM, and for gods sake, don't start jumping it!

At 7:13 AM , Blogger Mom! Toilets blogged! said...

The only reason I mention Evel, is because he seemed like a well rounded self knowing kind of guy, he could tag him self and see the truth.

At 2:14 PM , Blogger josh williams said...

toilets: I hear ya cluckin' but I don't see no eggs.


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